Thinking back on what i said a while ago to a friend there are lucky people and there are unlucky people and usually the lucky people dont deserve to be lucky. Like me i do not deserve to be lucky but i am. There are so many times so many things could have gone wrong. So many times some random guy could have abducted drunk me right off the street. So many times i could have taken to much and just gone. And there have been a few times when i have done to much yet im still here because im lucky. But i dont deserve this luck i did nothing to earn it, i sure as hell am not the nicest person in the world and i sure as hell dont help people so why do i live to go out drink, do drugs and all that immoral crap yet people who devote there life to charity and helping others randomly get cancer or hit by a bus. I am a good person i just do wrong things. Guess im just one lucky bitch.